Friday, July 10, 2009

my knees hurt,


They do, my knees hurt. They crack when I move, and everytime I'm sitting for more than 20 minutes they just ache like crazy. My back hurts, bad in my lower back and up in my shoulders. It sucks. I'm tired and depressed all the time. Even on bright sunny days when I've had enough sleep. I feel alone in crowded rooms, I walk away from groups to be by myself for awhile. And secretly wish everyone would come ask me "what's wrong?" So I could tell them "nothing, I'm just fine."
How come I can have a great day, and one stupid insignificant thing can happen on my way home and wreck the whole day?

Wow, I feel a lot better now! (Or do I? ;)

3 comments:

  1. ... I am unsure how to reply to this post. 8) It sounds like you are struggling with depression on one hand.

    In regards to your knees... i have similar issues. I can't drive for more than a couple of hours without stopping to get out and stretch... what really helps is stretching. Start with the calfs, and the thighs. Then you the lower back, upper back, and shoulders. Those muscles are all interlaced and when one tightens up, they all do.

    Praying for you.

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  2. Well it sounds like you are just plain ol' falling apart there!

    Can you tell me this - what ever came of the EKG (Is that what you had done?)?

    Then I guess we will really know how much you are falling apart.

    Depression if that is what you are dealing with - really sucks - been there - and still do it from time to time. Wrecks havoc on the whole darn body!

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  3. Yeah everything is fine with my heart. I think it was a case of my dr being greedy and hitting up my insurance $.

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